Sunday, January 13, 2008

Do you know how it feels... want to laugh and cry all at the same time feel alone even when you are surrounded by people to be never good enough for everyone be misunderstood to have family want to kick you out of the house not be appreciated scream out loud yet not a squeak is heard to want to die because living seems like such a chore to not feel anything to feel guilty because you don't live up to expectations to disappoint want to be accepted have to pretend you give a damn about life, when really, you don't to go to sleep having to find a reason to wake up in the morning have no reason to wake up in the morning at all have friends who don't understand be in the wrong all the time, even if you're not to not be able to defend yourself to cry yourself to sleep every night to desperately want to believe to not feel alive


Blogger Random in the corner said...

catch the next flight out!

1/13/2008 9:07 pm  
Blogger loopyloobi said...

I relate to many of these.
This is Laura btw :)

1/14/2008 9:31 am  
Blogger Huei Yin said...

Aw here, have a rainbow (r)
.. if only that'd show up :(

1/14/2008 11:11 am  
Blogger castalnetta said...

ritc : getting there.. getting there.. 27 more days

loopyloobi : hey! never knew you had a blog.. or an account anyway.. heh

huei : hey.. how have you been? haven't heard from you in a while.. and thanks for the rainbow.. yeah, if only it will show up!

1/14/2008 6:13 pm  
Blogger loopyloobi said...

Hehe, yup, set one up yesterday =P
I bet ur soo looking forward to coming home!

1/15/2008 6:54 am  
Blogger Pannis McMannis said...

a river doesn't flow to nowhere

1/29/2008 8:27 pm  

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