its depressing when..

its depressing when you go through 2 malls in a day.. which is what celine and i did yesterday.. we walked BOTH pp and cs in search for my stupid elusive frock.. i swear to god the world or at least the malls are against me.. no decent formal gown in sight.. how can this be??? can i just not go and just go for the after party? lol!

its depressing when after only 7 hours of sleep.. you get up wide awake and ready to go.. though your mind is still in asleep mode.. which is what happened today.. i went to sleep at 4.. and woke up at 11.. though i wanted to get up at like 1.. and so now.. after reading a short email which didn't quite answer ANY of my questions.. i am here blogging..

its depressing when the one time you need to talk to someone.. anyone.. no one's around.. no one i wanna talk to anyway.. but ehh..

can't wait till friday till i see you gurls again.. miss you lotss!!!

i think i've posted this song quite a few times.. but i can't help it.. its an awesome song.. was looking for the movie yesterday... but they didn't have it.. sucks!

and i'd give up forever to touch you
cos i know that i'd feel you somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't wanna go home right now
and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
and sooner or later its over
i just don't wanna miss you tonight
and i don't want the world to see me
cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's meant to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in the lies
so when everything feels like the movies
yeah you'll bleed just to know you're alive
and i don't wnat the world to see me
cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's meant to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
-iris-
-goo goo dolls-