hell hath no fury like a girl scorned

fuck fuck fuckety fuck.

ok.. so that was not the best of ways to start a post. but hey.. whatever pleases me, no?
i'm in an utterly bad, atrocious, utterly, horrible mood. so if you are expecting a good ol' chocolate coated strawberry filled post with cherries on top and not to mention teletubbies, i say bugger off.

need to release some steam here.. so here we go..

1. it was fucking raining this morning. and less than five fucking minutes after that, it was fucking hailing. and so, the weather was fucking cold. ok.. exaggeration there. it was cool. not fucking cold. good thing i changed my ankle socks for knee length ones and so i din really freeze my fucking ass off.

2. on account that i follow my cousin to school though i wasn't due in school until one whole hour later, i was fucking sitting in the common room fucking listening to my fucking ipod and doing fucking math. math! at 8sth in the morning, i was doin fuckin math! fuck!!

3. then i had legal studies. which wasn't so bad i guess. considering we were just listening to her talk about the fucking bill of rights and fucking discrimination. afterwards, we watch a fucking tape which had to point out "oh.. thats *fucking* discrimination" or "hey.. thats against *fucking* human rights" right. fuck.

4. interval was ok. confirmed with huei yin that i was going out with her and her friend on saturday. something to look forward to.

5. stats. did some fucking mindless work on fucking graphs. a fucking uneventful class to say the least. other than my friend, vincent, who decided to fucking bunk class, not fucking tell me he was gonna fucking bunk class, then fucking abandon me in fucking stats. fuck. yeah so there i was fucking sitting through yet another fucking stats class while he was probably fucking romancing his fucking ex somewhere in fucking school.

6. lunch. need i say more?

7. fucking "study" period. which i did no fucking study at all. didn't have no fucking mood to do no fucking thing at all. pretty much fucking slept through it.

8. english. not the best class ever. was doing some stuff on film study. fucking dead man walking by susan sarandon and sean penn. not too bad a movie other than the fact that i was feeling pretty fucked up before i had even stepped into class. fuck. and courtney *the girl who sits next to me* was something more of a relieve than anything as she also could not wait to get her ass back home. yesterday, she conveniently slept through school. hilarious.

9. overall. not a fucking good day at all. so fuck. and it wasn't even my fault that he had forgot to fucking switch his phone to silent and when i messaged him, he was in the fucking middle of fucking assembly and was standing right in front of his fucking principal. fuck.

10. i am so fucking sick of fucking smiling all the time.. putting on a fucking facade in front of everyone when all i fucking wanna do is just fucking mope around, and fucking throw my fucking tantrum. but nooo... i have to fucking smile.. say i'm fucking okay even though i'm fucking not okayy inside and all. so fuck this, fuck the world and fuck everything else. all i want is a fucking hug right now!!!!!

there you have it. do not say i didn't warn you cos i fucking did. i told you it would be no fucking fun to be reading this fucking post. the next post shall not consist or contain any expletives or cusses of any kind. i fucking swear. it will be all sweet and sugary. shall blog bout my day out with huei yin. should be good. =)