r.i.p. always

the saddest thing in life is to lose someone you love. the one thing that separates the living and the dead is a lil something called death. when it comes knocking at the door, there is no such thing as saying

"hey death! mind if you come back a lil later?"

"nah death.. i'm not your type.. go for the neighbour next door!"

"gee...i'm still young. there's a lot of things i have yet to accomplish"

nope. nada. zilch. as this year comes to an end, i start to ponder upon the deaths that has occured in this year alone. i, myself, have lost a dearly beloved. my grandmother. i dedicate this post to all whom have lost someone special, someone loved, someone missed and someone who has become a constant in our lives. this year, has undoubtly been a not-so-great year for some of us. hopefully next year will prove to be better. loving someone isn't easy. but letting go, difficult and moving on, the worst. r.i.p always grandma.



and i'd give up forever to touch you
cos i know that i'd feel you somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't wanna go home right now
and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
and sooner or later its over
i just don't want to miss you tonight
and i don't want the world to see me
cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in the lies
so when everything feels like the movies
you'll bleed just to know you're alive

-iris-
-googoodolls-