Saturday, August 20, 2005


okay people.. i know its been a long long LONG time since i last blogged *click on tag if you got lost within the first sentence* but.. i just didn't feel like blogging at all.. for a start.. i had no mood to post at all.. for seconds, i have been so utterly busy with school and stuff and as of yesterday, trying to sort out my goddamn effed up personal life. oh wells.

let's see... last week of school went by just like THAT.. seriously! quite a number of teachers weren't around.. and for other teachers..this only meant one thing. an opportunity not to be missed. to rob other teachers of their periods. lol. seems to be happening a LOT in form 5 especially with geetha. quite a number of teachers finised their syllabus including pn. lee, chengkee and the language teachers. mrs koo mrs boo wasn't around much of last week. thank god. we had a LITTLE bit of time to catch up on homework and sleep. oh..and true to her words, she finally saw me regarding my testimonial.. and i thought i'd never see the daylights of her till next year! which reminds me. i still have unfinished add math homework as well as mod math. and to top it all off.. my add math project..grrr

other than wasn't exactly the greatest week to boot. y'know those days when you start off the day with an itsy bitsy lil mistake and the rest of the day goes horribly wrong? yeah...THOSE days.. i woke up late 5 days in a row! imagine THAT... and its like a chain reaction.. i'd forget to bring this.. forget to do that.. miss out something.. repeatedly write the wrong thing... was on extremely irritable mood for most of the weekday especially with my brother absconding with the modem! i barely get to go online for more than one hour these days!!but i guess him takin the modem downstairs beats him occupying my table and having me hear ALL his conversations.. grr.. i can see all my goosebumps already!!

and well.. friday morning, that being yesterday.. started off fine.. was fine for most of the day.. i mean how bad could it be when you get treated to lunch at secret recipe right? granted i only took half a lasagne but THAT has to count for something. but after that...everything just went downhill all the way. no. make that.. i was literally diving down a ravine with branches scratching my skin raw and rocks with sharp edges tearing through my body leaving nothing but bloody craters.. at 300 miles and hour. oh the pain.

yeah well, anyway..let me tell you the story of this girl and this boy. this boy who initially supposedly liked this girl, confessed to her that he liked someone else. he also asked her whether she would mind and whether or not she was okay with it. let me point out a little fact to ALL the guys out there. you do NOT tell a girl that you like her.. only to tell her that you like someone else mere weeks after that. and have the bloody guts to ask "would you mind?" of COURSE we would goddamn bloody hell fucking mind! the girl was speechless. the only thing she could do was to ask who it was. when she found out that it was her good friend that he had fallen for, she couldn't even bear to ask when. what did she do to him at this point in time? nothing. yes. she just sat there and did nothing. she did not choose to slap him. or shout profanities, that would make a sailor faint, at him. she just sat there speechless.
sadly. it did not just end there. he added that "you are my best friend. i feel that you should be the first to know." when the boy said this to her, she was crushed, for mere weeks ago, he told her that he liked her. now let me point out yet another lil fact to ALL the guys out there. do
NOT say to her "you are my best friend. i feel that you should be the first to know". you DO NOT tell a girl that you like her only to call her your BEST FRIEND just weeks after that. do NOT do NOT DO NOT. why you might ask? because it FUCKING HURTS. THAT'S why. and that's what she felt. yet, she chose to do nothing to him. although as many would put it, she had more than a good reason to slap him, kick up a big fuss, scream, shout and swear at him. no. she hadn't. she didn't even want to look at him at this point of time, she just left him there without saying a word. she was determined to act as if nothing had happened, she pretended like it was any other day. so much so that her friends did not even realise that something had happened, till very much later. but the girl is very much determined. now more than ever, to make it in life. to prove to the world that the guy will not be a barrier to her success. the end.

juss eff euu nl. juss eff euu.

+ cassie over and out +


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