when was the last time
When Was The Last Time
1. when was the last time i actually had lunch other than today?
2. when was the last time i actually slept throughout the night without having to wake up cos i "suddenly" remembered something i forgot to do?
3. when was the last time i could actually lie on bed and watch tv and not fall asleep?
4. when was the last time i was in class throughout the whole day without having to run down to the computer room nearly every other period?
5. when was the last time when i could come home and start on my work and not count dedications?
6. when was the last time i actually came back home by one something?
7. when was the last time i actually blogged???
ok..so maybe blogging was like 3 days ago but still....that's quite a while considering i can blog up to like 2-3 times a day. oh wells...lemme just go through these few days all in this blog....though i must say that it's been pretty much the same for the past few days..sleeping at 12 sth 1..waking up at 6...in school by 7...classes...dedications..cheering....the same thing over and over and over again...the juniors have been a really great help but i'm sure they can be better...but who am i to complain right? at least they DID help...still have A LOT A LOT more to go..so much so that i had to bring back the dedications to do.. :(..there goes my rest...and my organ practice...and my homework...down the drain....its going to what? doing dedications...but THEN AGAIN..i kinda brought this on myself...oh wells..and cheering and all...
i'm tired. exhausted. drained. emotionally. physically. i am just sick of everything...i am tired of having to be nice. i am tired of trying to be polite to everyone else. i am tired of trying to not scream at people for not being able to accomplish something simple instructed to them. i am tired of trying to be in so many places at once. i am tired of trying to accomplish one million things all at once. i am tired of being tired. i am tired of being me. i am just plain tired.
+ cassie over and out +
1. when was the last time i actually had lunch other than today?
2. when was the last time i actually slept throughout the night without having to wake up cos i "suddenly" remembered something i forgot to do?
3. when was the last time i could actually lie on bed and watch tv and not fall asleep?
4. when was the last time i was in class throughout the whole day without having to run down to the computer room nearly every other period?
5. when was the last time when i could come home and start on my work and not count dedications?
6. when was the last time i actually came back home by one something?
7. when was the last time i actually blogged???
ok..so maybe blogging was like 3 days ago but still....that's quite a while considering i can blog up to like 2-3 times a day. oh wells...lemme just go through these few days all in this blog....though i must say that it's been pretty much the same for the past few days..sleeping at 12 sth 1..waking up at 6...in school by 7...classes...dedications..cheering....the same thing over and over and over again...the juniors have been a really great help but i'm sure they can be better...but who am i to complain right? at least they DID help...still have A LOT A LOT more to go..so much so that i had to bring back the dedications to do.. :(..there goes my rest...and my organ practice...and my homework...down the drain....its going to what? doing dedications...but THEN AGAIN..i kinda brought this on myself...oh wells..and cheering and all...
i'm tired. exhausted. drained. emotionally. physically. i am just sick of everything...i am tired of having to be nice. i am tired of trying to be polite to everyone else. i am tired of trying to not scream at people for not being able to accomplish something simple instructed to them. i am tired of trying to be in so many places at once. i am tired of trying to accomplish one million things all at once. i am tired of being tired. i am tired of being me. i am just plain tired.
+ cassie over and out +
posted by castalnetta at
Friday, February 04, 2005
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