FUCK

i'm sick. i'm tired. but most of all i don't want to wake up another morning knowing that i'm still alive. promises are nothing but empty promises. broken. every single one of them. never kept. should have known better than to believe in promises. its always one thing or the other. just tell it to my face. don't keep making promises one after the other. then break them. then make a new promise. then break it again. i'm sick of it already. i know i'm stupid. i know i'm gullible. i know i'm naive. so just god damn stop taking advantage of me already. it hurts. really it does. it really does. i've never wanted something so badly in my life. i've waited long enough and i'm sick of waiting already. so there. and respect me for who i am. if i'm going to be listening to operatic metal then so be it. i don't see any problem with that. doesn't mean that it's not mainstream enough then its not good. i'm not weird. i'm just different from the rest. i can't help it if i don't listen to whatever genres you listen to. i've never said anything about the stuff you listen to so why should you say anything about mine? if me listening to something not mainstream enough to be played on radio around here is not good enough then i have nothing more to say.

+ cassie over and out +